What secret, if it were to get out, would destroy your life?

[TheNightKing]

The group then proceeded to beat,sodomize, and whip me with whatever items they could find.

@charles2 You understand how this thread works right, dumb ass? We are COPYING fucked up shit from the reddit thread. Try to be funny somewhere else, nigga.

And I was referring to the person that posted it on Reddit, not the poster themselves, dumbass! The person that posted it on Reddit just rushed right by that. Try to be an asshole somewhere else, nigga.

The way you posted that made it seem like you were talking about me. My bad.

No worries

 

[Idiopathic Joker]

My daughter turns 5 next week. If anyone knew the truth behind her parentage, I could probably lose her forever.

I grew up in foster care, never knew my parents or siblings. In my senior year, I met an older guy and we dated for almost a year... getting pregnant about 7 months in. One night while we were watching tv, the subject somehow came around to our real parents (he had been adopted as a young child). Turns out the man I was seeing, the father of my daughter... is my half-brother... we have the same mother. Our relationship didn't last, and he is not in her life, per his own choices.

My daughter is extremely smart, beautiful, and well-rounded. She'll never know the truth... her father and I made a pact to never tell her. I just hope she never needs a kidney or something.

 

[Idiopathic Joker]

Buried comment, but here goes. Not life ruining but makes me feel like shit every time I think about it. As I've told Reddit before, I have a blind brother. When we were young, I used to get so frustrated at all the extra attention he received and how I had to be more responsible with my sibling than my peers. So, when my brother and I would go play, go to the store, or just generally go anywhere without adults, I would abandon him somewhere unfamiliar to him. Then, I would stand off quietly and watch the anxiety set in as he tried to figure out where he was and what was going on.

Also, I was really intelligent as a child and knew that was my ticket to attention. When I would "help" my brother with his homework, I would teach him all the wrong answers, so that I could continue being the smarter sibling. Today, my brother is my best friend. He goes to college and lives by himself. He's become one of the most intelligent men I've ever met. I'm trying to make it up to him now by being the best big sister ever, but I still feel so guilty at how I found him to be a burden when I was a kid.

 

[Max.]

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[Mr_Vicodin81G]

the white man truly is a natural faggot

afrika bambatty and alot of these bronx kids would think differently

How does a black man being a molester change the proclamation about white men? He didn't say white men are the only faggots. He said they are natural faggots. The fact that a disturbingly large number of white dudes think teabagging a friend while he sleeps is a good practical joke says a lot.

Yeah I don't know what's the deal with white boys and tea bagging. Like they really think that shit is funny smh and I would never continue 2 be they homie if I found out. I'd beat them 2 a bloody pulp.

And what's the deal with white boys drawing on they homies faces when they passeD out from drugs or drank. Was at this party one time and these white boys were drawing dicks NH on they homies face when he was passed out. Laughing and giggling like lil school girls. I would never think of doing that 2 my boy if he passed out. If anything imma look out for homie and make sure he straight. Cacs I tell ya.

Crackas don't have souls

They the product of albinos fuckin albinos

They missing some genes

You are correct bruh. No soul whatsoever.

 

[700]

the white man truly is a natural faggot

afrika bambatty and alot of these bronx kids would think differently

How does a black man being a molester change the proclamation about white men? He didn't say white men are the only faggots. He said they are natural faggots. The fact that a disturbingly large number of white dudes think teabagging a friend while he sleeps is a good practical joke says a lot.

Yeah I don't know what's the deal with white boys and tea bagging. Like they really think that shit is funny smh and I would never continue 2 be they homie if I found out. I'd beat them 2 a bloody pulp.

And what's the deal with white boys drawing on they homies faces when they passeD out from drugs or drank. Was at this party one time and these white boys were drawing dicks NH on they homies face when he was passed out. Laughing and giggling like lil school girls. I would never think of doing that 2 my boy if he passed out. If anything imma look out for homie and make sure he straight. Cacs I tell ya.

Crackas don't have souls

They the product of albinos fuckin albinos

They missing some genes

You are correct bruh. No soul whatsoever.

Even y'all crackas know it

 

[Karl.]

Albinos fucking albinos :'(

 

[nujerz84]

I done couple xxx films

 

[goldenja]

I'm a lesbian

 

[Lou Cypher]

My daughter turns 5 next week. If anyone knew the truth behind her parentage, I could probably lose her forever.

I grew up in foster care, never knew my parents or siblings. In my senior year, I met an older guy and we dated for almost a year... getting pregnant about 7 months in. One night while we were watching tv, the subject somehow came around to our real parents (he had been adopted as a young child). Turns out the man I was seeing, the father of my daughter... is my half-brother... we have the same mother. Our relationship didn't last, and he is not in her life, per his own choices.

My daughter is extremely smart, beautiful, and well-rounded. She'll never know the truth... her father and I made a pact to never tell her. I just hope she never needs a kidney or something.

That is fucking unfortunate.

 

[offmychest]

This account is for IC members to anonymously post under to get secrets off their chest. The PW for this account is 'secrets'

So here's mine.

I'm a freak. There's literally nothing I won't do. I've been abused by men and women since I was eight. My parish priest was fucking me from 8 to sixteen, that's when he died. He had a heart attack while fucking me. The first time I got some pussy it was from a 17 yr old girl who was babysitting me while my mom went to school. Pussy feels good, but nothing feels as good as gettin fucked. I've never told anyone I was abused, I don't think I really can anymore because after awhile I started to like it. The one thing I do regret is that after i started getting molested I began to molest my younger sister. She was 3. It lasted a short while then I felt fucked up about it. She doesn't remember, but I do. Everyday I hate myself for it. I'm afraid she secretly remembers, but I'm too scared to bring it up. We're close and it would kill me to lose that relationship. That's honestly the only thing I'm scared to have happen. I keep my personal life private, I have few friends. Every once and a while I prostitute myself out, usually on back page. usually to older white men. It's hard sometimes because a lot of older white men like to be taken by black men, but I'm such a sub. It's hard for me to sustain normal relationships. Anytime I've vaguely mentioned my past as being abused females would become standoffish, they'd look at me differently, less than. I''m a big dude so to them me being abused, even in the past makes me look like a bitch.

I'm glad that I don't have an attraction to boys. I always heard that victims become the victimizers so that always scared me. I'm not about no pedo shit. But that's why I'm real keep to myself type of person. I don't like holding your babies, I don't want to be around your kids, i literally start to have panic attacks and I have to excuse myself. It's why I don't want to have kids either. So I'm content with the little life I live. i go to work, come home, play games, chat on the internet day in day out. The only real sexual pleasure I get is going to tranny night at a couple of bars around town. So i can't have normal relationships with people. I don't have any relationships really. I've been suicidal and depressed, I usually shake it off after a while. I've almost killed myself about three times. The latest was about six months ago. I've told my family when i was depressed. I never told them I was suicidal. You know black families though. Their every answer is jesus and pray about it. I wonder how my mom would feel if she found out that the road I'm on began in the church. I learned how to suck dick before I had hair on my nuts. I'm good at it too. It's the one skill I have. I know that's fucked up. When I became older and conflicted, i tried to suppress my urges, but I eventually gave in. I hated myself for a long time. Now I don't feel anything really, just emptiness.

I can feel the depression kick back in when I think about how normal my life would be if I was never molested.

 

[Mastery]

Smh

 

[_Lefty]

Welp.....if it wasnt FOF already......

 

[Melqart]

Damn... I'm mad that I didn't think of a confession account at the beginning of this thread. Thanks for having the courage to share tho.

 

[psychobutcher]

This account is for IC members to anonymously post under to get secrets off their chest. The PW for this account is 'secrets'

So here's mine.

I'm a freak. There's literally nothing I won't do. I've been abused by men and women since I was eight. My parish priest was fucking me from 8 to sixteen, that's when he died. He had a heart attack while fucking me. The first time I got some pussy it was from a 17 yr old girl who was babysitting me while my mom went to school. Pussy feels good, but nothing feels as good as gettin fucked. I've never told anyone I was abused, I don't think I really can anymore because after awhile I started to like it. The one thing I do regret is that after i started getting molested I began to molest my younger sister. She was 3. It lasted a short while then I felt fucked up about it. She doesn't remember, but I do. Everyday I hate myself for it. I'm afraid she secretly remembers, but I'm too scared to bring it up. We're close and it would kill me to lose that relationship. That's honestly the only thing I'm scared to have happen. I keep my personal life private, I have few friends. Every once and a while I prostitute myself out, usually on back page. usually to older white men. It's hard sometimes because a lot of older white men like to be taken by black men, but I'm such a sub. It's hard for me to sustain normal relationships. Anytime I've vaguely mentioned my past as being abused females would become standoffish, they'd look at me differently, less than. I''m a big dude so to them me being abused, even in the past makes me look like a bitch.

I'm glad that I don't have an attraction to boys. I always heard that victims become the victimizers so that always scared me. I'm not about no pedo shit. But that's why I'm real keep to myself type of person. I don't like holding your babies, I don't want to be around your kids, i literally start to have panic attacks and I have to excuse myself. It's why I don't want to have kids either. So I'm content with the little life I live. i go to work, come home, play games, chat on the internet day in day out. The only real sexual pleasure I get is going to tranny night at a couple of bars around town. So i can't have normal relationships with people. I don't have any relationships really. I've been suicidal and depressed, I usually shake it off after a while. I've almost killed myself about three times. The latest was about six months ago. I've told my family when i was depressed. I never told them I was suicidal. You know black families though. Their every answer is jesus and pray about it. I wonder how my mom would feel if she found out that the road I'm on began in the church. I learned how to suck dick before I had hair on my nuts. I'm good at it too. It's the one skill I have. I know that's fucked up. When I became older and conflicted, i tried to suppress my urges, but I eventually gave in. I hated myself for a long time. Now I don't feel anything really, just emptiness.

I can feel the depression kick back in when I think about how normal my life would be if I was never molested.

 

[the dukester]

Lurks in thread, reads subject matter and ponders posting some potential criminal shit......

Exits thread without posting.

 

[psychobutcher]

Spoiler

I was sent to military school in the Midwest the summer after my freshman year of high school for 2 months. I was sent for getting a D in algebra, not for any behavioral issues. My parents are the greatest people in the world, and while I was pissed back then, I can see how it was a good idea in theory. Anyway, my dad is Jewish and my mother is Catholic, but I identified with my Jewish heritage much more back then. When I let it slip that I was Jewish, my world turned into a living nightmare. I got my ass handed to me on a daily basis. Toward the end, the ringleader of all of this got the idea to "crucify" me in our cabin by tying me to these two brooms that he had made into a crucifix. The group then proceeded to beat, sodomize, and whip me with whatever items they could find. I've never told anyone the entire truth. I feel like it's too much to put upon someone and have them try to empathize. I told my parents and my best friend about the beatings, but not the crucifixion, and no one else. It's been about 7 years since then, and I actually blocked out the entire memory until I went to a psychologist for ADD testing 2 years ago. I think this is probably what sparked my Atheism so early on in life. There are times when I'm almost glad that it happened because I feel like I've experienced the greatest evil that exists, pure blind hate, and I'm still standing. For a while right after, and since the memory came back, I was severely depressed because I just couldn't wrap my head around how anyone could hate a person or group of people so much. It still blows my mind, but I've come to terms with the fact that there are just some people in the world who only deal in hate. I try every single day to counteract this and I will continue to do so for the rest of my life.

TL;DR - I was beaten and "crucified" for being Jewish at military school when I was 15 and have never told anyone. Although I was the victim, I feel like if I told anyone it might change the way they viewed me and make me seem like a martyr or like I'm looking for attention.

This seemed appropriate...

 

[Westie]

This account is for IC members to anonymously post under to get secrets off their chest. The PW for this account is 'secrets'

So here's mine.

I'm a freak. There's literally nothing I won't do. I've been abused by men and women since I was eight. My parish priest was fucking me from 8 to sixteen, that's when he died. He had a heart attack while fucking me. The first time I got some pussy it was from a 17 yr old girl who was babysitting me while my mom went to school. Pussy feels good, but nothing feels as good as gettin fucked. I've never told anyone I was abused, I don't think I really can anymore because after awhile I started to like it. The one thing I do regret is that after i started getting molested I began to molest my younger sister. She was 3. It lasted a short while then I felt fucked up about it. She doesn't remember, but I do. Everyday I hate myself for it. I'm afraid she secretly remembers, but I'm too scared to bring it up. We're close and it would kill me to lose that relationship. That's honestly the only thing I'm scared to have happen. I keep my personal life private, I have few friends. Every once and a while I prostitute myself out, usually on back page. usually to older white men. It's hard sometimes because a lot of older white men like to be taken by black men, but I'm such a sub. It's hard for me to sustain normal relationships. Anytime I've vaguely mentioned my past as being abused females would become standoffish, they'd look at me differently, less than. I''m a big dude so to them me being abused, even in the past makes me look like a bitch.

I'm glad that I don't have an attraction to boys. I always heard that victims become the victimizers so that always scared me. I'm not about no pedo shit. But that's why I'm real keep to myself type of person. I don't like holding your babies, I don't want to be around your kids, i literally start to have panic attacks and I have to excuse myself. It's why I don't want to have kids either. So I'm content with the little life I live. i go to work, come home, play games, chat on the internet day in day out. The only real sexual pleasure I get is going to tranny night at a couple of bars around town. So i can't have normal relationships with people. I don't have any relationships really. I've been suicidal and depressed, I usually shake it off after a while. I've almost killed myself about three times. The latest was about six months ago. I've told my family when i was depressed. I never told them I was suicidal. You know black families though. Their every answer is jesus and pray about it. I wonder how my mom would feel if she found out that the road I'm on began in the church. I learned how to suck dick before I had hair on my nuts. I'm good at it too. It's the one skill I have. I know that's fucked up. When I became older and conflicted, i tried to suppress my urges, but I eventually gave in. I hated myself for a long time. Now I don't feel anything really, just emptiness.

I can feel the depression kick back in when I think about how normal my life would be if I was never molested.

This is really sad.

 

[_Jay_]

whoa

 

[jee504]

Man wtf I done read it all