What secret, if it were to get out, would destroy your life?

[Melqart]

Bit more tame than the other ones...

Spoiler

hen I was 18 my mother remarried and moved out of state, I stayed in the house she owned at the time as she didn't want it to sit empty. I was working as a stripper and had dropped out of high school. Why anyone thought it was a good idea for me to be on my own is beyond me.

My boyfriend at the time was the love of my life. Everything I wanted, way out of my league, but he didn't know it. He was kind, beautiful, intelligent and charming.

About a year into our relationship he has some weird quarter life crisis where he is afraid he's missing out on life (he was home schooled his whole life). He breaks up with me due to this fear. I'm heart broken, but it's more complicated than that. I can't afford to live on shitty stripper pay. I panic and start cultivating a relationship with a much older man who I know has liked me since I was a child (ew). He moves in with me. He makes me sick, but otherwise I can't pay my bills. He finds my online diary (I know, who the fuck has an online diary?) and I start having to make entries pretending I love him.

Fast forward a few months, get a call from ex boyfriend. He found my online diary too, apparently looking for my email address (??). Reads all the shit I wrote about the other guy. He's upset. I can't tell him the truth because other guy is sitting right there. Tell him to call me back tomorrow while he's at work. Make him promise. He never calls. Some months later one of his friends knocks on my door. Tells me he died in a car accident. His exact words: "I don't know if you care or not, but xxx is dead." Nothing but venom in his words. His friends must have thought I was such a bitch.

I find out that he found my diary looking for my email to send me a letter. One of his friends gives it to me. Full of sorries. Wanting to try again. Says he loves me.

My world comes crashing down. I can't function anymore. Can't eat. Can't sleep. Lay in bed for days wanting to die. Drop down to 75 lbs. Other guy is pissed off that I'm not 'over' it. Rapes me when he thinks I'm asleep. End up having a laundry list of medical problems. Can't get a job. Can barely wake up anymore. Break my foot tripping down the stairs when I lose control of my legs. No money. No health insurance. Guy living with me can't stand me any more. Packs up everything when I'm gone one day. I come home, house is empty, he's gone. Find out he hasn't paid bills in months.

I have no bed, no fridge, no food, no money. Electricity gets shut off. Live in squalor for years, always one bad cold from the morgue.

Things are better now, but I have fibromyalgia and can't work. Will always feel it's my fault he's dead. Consider everything else my punishment for it.

 

[Westie]

Damn.

Spoiler

My bestfriend growing up molested a four year old girl when he was 12 or 13. He spent a year in juvenile detention for it. When he got out, my family and I accepted this and moved on. Our friendship continued.

One night while we were both 17, we got really drunk and were telling stories. He admitted that the girl he molested wasn't his first, nor was it his last. He admitted to molesting our other friend's little sister. There was another little girl, but he wouldn't tell me who it was. He threatened to kill me and then himself if I ever told anyone. I believed him. I harbored his secret, constantly crying about the confliction of him possibly killing me, himself, or continuing to molest my friend's sister. Finally, two years later, my sister caught him molesting my niece. The very target he refused to talk about.

This conflict tears me up daily and makes me constantly think about killing myself because I could have prevented the molestation of these two innocent girls. Go ahead, tell me what a piece of shit I am. I deserve it.

EDIT: Somehow some of you people think this is the worst story? Yes, let's ignore people committing rape, molesting their siblings, getting their sister pregnant and aborting it, killing people, assisting in suicide, manslaughter, bestiality, and committing felony fraud. Man, and I thought that I was fucked up.

EDIT 2: I left out some things. I'm sure you guys are done reading this, but the story gets worse.

My friend also admitted to having sex with his pets and having sex with the molested girl's older brother. He threatened to expose this encounter and ruin the guy's life. He also made tried to convince me to have sex with him and wouldn't stop touching me despite my resistance and striking back. He also threatened to expose me as gay, even though I'm not.

Soooo many molestation stories. People are sick fucks.

 

[Melqart]

@Abraxas , great thread man. Thanks to everyone else and you for putting in work.

Some of this shit, SMH.

There is an incest coalition and other sick shit over at Coli.

And I don't think I have seen everything that site offers because I think their Donkey equivalent, JBO, is hidden from the public.

Perhaps, we can get some stories from there.

Not necessary.

There's more than enough stories In that one thread to make 2 more of these threads. At this point I've still got 16k responses to go through. Plus I found a subbredit for this kind of thing.
https://www.reddit.com/r/offmychest

 

[Melqart]

Damn.

Spoiler

My bestfriend growing up molested a four year old girl when he was 12 or 13. He spent a year in juvenile detention for it. When he got out, my family and I accepted this and moved on. Our friendship continued.

One night while we were both 17, we got really drunk and were telling stories. He admitted that the girl he molested wasn't his first, nor was it his last. He admitted to molesting our other friend's little sister. There was another little girl, but he wouldn't tell me who it was. He threatened to kill me and then himself if I ever told anyone. I believed him. I harbored his secret, constantly crying about the confliction of him possibly killing me, himself, or continuing to molest my friend's sister. Finally, two years later, my sister caught him molesting my niece. The very target he refused to talk about.

This conflict tears me up daily and makes me constantly think about killing myself because I could have prevented the molestation of these two innocent girls. Go ahead, tell me what a piece of shit I am. I deserve it.

EDIT: Somehow some of you people think this is the worst story? Yes, let's ignore people committing rape, molesting their siblings, getting their sister pregnant and aborting it, killing people, assisting in suicide, manslaughter, bestiality, and committing felony fraud. Man, and I thought that I was fucked up.

EDIT 2: I left out some things. I'm sure you guys are done reading this, but the story gets worse.

My friend also admitted to having sex with his pets and having sex with the molested girl's older brother. He threatened to expose this encounter and ruin the guy's life. He also made tried to convince me to have sex with him and wouldn't stop touching me despite my resistance and striking back. He also threatened to expose me as gay, even though I'm not.

Soooo many molestation stories. People are sick fucks.

I feel oh so normal after reading these. Makes me feel great about my life for sure.

 

[offmychest]

it used to be a day on here where someone's name getting dropped could lead to many secrets getting out. but I doubt those days are here anymore, so I guess saying that @s2j's real name is joe is no big deal

oh yeah, good job @d0wn. I dont think anyone cares u used to be bawse d lox

 

[LcnsdbyROYALTY]

it used to be a day on here where someone's name getting dropped could lead to many secrets getting out. but I doubt those days are here anymore, so I guess saying that @s2j's real name is joe is no big deal

oh yeah, good job @d0wn. I dont think anyone cares u used to be bawse d lox

Oh shyt!!

 

[CashmoneyDux]

Aww shit

Inb4 the fuckery

 

[Idiopathic Joker]

it used to be a day on here where someone's name getting dropped could lead to many secrets getting out. but I doubt those days are here anymore, so I guess saying that @s2j's real name is joe is no big deal

oh yeah, good job @d0wn. I dont think anyone cares u used to be bawse d lox

Lmao the penis saluter?

 

[CashmoneyDux]

So that's what happened to #salute

 

[bdbdbd]

I shot a time traveller 2 years from now

 

[MasterJayN100]

 

[Westie]

He had to have died after that line.