Yes it is.
I'm starting to question if you're really shock posting. That's even worse. SMH YOU KNOW this you're still going on like you do. This is WHY them bitches don't respect you. You don't value or have respect for yourself. Having a kid when you haven't worked on yourself, much less with that trifling ex isn't going to do you or the unborn seed a favor. Focus on yourself before even thinking about being in a relationship and having a child. You keep going on like you do, you going to be chilling with O.J. because you killed a bitch over some dumb shit.
I'm going to say some real shit. If you're not satisfied with your life and the women in your area.....roll, skate, BOUNCE. Why stay there? You got Miami, & L.A. that has TONS of opportunity to not only climb up the financial ladder, but a WAY better selection of women.
If you read nothing else in this thread, read this. "Success is the BEST revenge."