Im a narcissist and can't change

[(Nope)]

Most times in life i don't do shit. I don't care about anything. I treat girls like shit. I don't return people's phone calls. My dad dead, my brother in jail, my mom sick.

I go to bars/clubs and end up sleeping with sluts or grabbing on some girls tits... Then i end up drinking for two days straight and getting high.

I hate most people i interact with on a daily basis. People annoy me. The main girl I'm fucking, i got head from her best friend, and I feel guilty.

I just go to work and come home and watch tv and ignore bitches until one texts, then i smash and ignore again.

I don't give a Fuck about anything.

I need to snap out this rut. How

If this isn't a troll thread, get some help. Do some soul-searching, meditate, take note of the way your behavior affects you and others and attempt to change it. If you don't like the things you're doing you have the ability to change. You may not be a clean slate, but you are still malleable. If you're serious get at my PM's and I'll help you look for resources in your area.

 

[Neophyte Wolfgang]

Most people annoy me their opinions make me hate them more

 

[Lou Cypher]

Thanks doc. I will research how to change my ways!

It's not that easy breh. I was thinking about seeing a therapist/ psychologist or something.

Lmao breh im in outpatient rehab, i know how hard the shit is. Been learning some "techniques" but that shit is way easier said than done.

What kind of techniques?

So far just realizing your state of mind on shit. Connecting with people and shit whether its family, people at work, friends and what not. Big part of being an addict is closing yourself off which I've done since I started and got out of school. I gotta to tonight I'll post what I learned tonight haha.

Todays meeting was mainly about relapse prevention. Signs of relapse happening before you do the actual deed of drinking or drugging. Closing yourself off, feeling shameful, putting yourself down, rationalizing the use, etc. If this thread is still going Wednesday ill pay better attention and try and give a better break down of the discussion ha.