Self-hate.
Similar reason to why I stopped using the n-word. Started noticing MFs who actually think "n-word" means Black person - like WTF ? I'd listen to a MF refer to white people as "white people" in the same sentence as referring to Black people as "nigga/er".
That damn sure wasn't the usage I was going by, so once I noticed we wasn't on the same level, I just started cutting it out of my vocabulary. That shit is depressing to see.
As far as the gang / drug shit, I noticed that too - on a somewhat smaller scale. You got some small-minded people (happen to be Black) who actually buy into the White supremacist propaganda out here, along with the most negative depiction of Black people.
I had the conversation all too often - like MF, what "gangsta / drug-dealer / murderer" you even know ? How many fights you been in - or worldstar videos you made ? Then when they say "None" and "No", I ask them them how many people they personally know that did that shit - to have that formed that bullshit statistic or are they just repeating shit they heard ?
Anyway tho, fuck 'em if they that weak-minded.
Similar reason to why I stopped using the n-word. Started noticing MFs who actually think "n-word" means Black person - like WTF ? I'd listen to a MF refer to white people as "white people" in the same sentence as referring to Black people as "nigga/er".
That damn sure wasn't the usage I was going by, so once I noticed we wasn't on the same level, I just started cutting it out of my vocabulary. That shit is depressing to see.
As far as the gang / drug shit, I noticed that too - on a somewhat smaller scale. You got some small-minded people (happen to be Black) who actually buy into the White supremacist propaganda out here, along with the most negative depiction of Black people.
I had the conversation all too often - like MF, what "gangsta / drug-dealer / murderer" you even know ? How many fights you been in - or worldstar videos you made ? Then when they say "None" and "No", I ask them them how many people they personally know that did that shit - to have that formed that bullshit statistic or are they just repeating shit they heard ?
Anyway tho, fuck 'em if they that weak-minded.
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