alissowack;c-9622390 said:
kingblaze84;c-9621537 said:
alissowack;c-9619579 said:
If losing faith means losing trust...sure. It's an everyday struggle to devote yourself to the will of God when you feel that your will should be done first.
I can respect the honesty. What makes you regain trust or faith in Jesus again then, considering the doubts you had?
Well...it's understanding that it is normal to feel that way. People get the impression that giving your life to God is like some 30 day challenge where you do the usual prayers and stuff and you see the results at the end. There should never be a point in this life where you can say you understand the will of God. That can provoke pride and "pride comes before the fall".
Very interesting, so even up till now, your faith experiences pulls in the opposite direction. My patience is good but when it comes to the supernatural, I tend to expect more and I'm not as patient. I wouldn't call it pride though, people tend to expect a lot from others, and when those expectations fall short, we tend to stop trusting or believing.
Like if I had a friend who I felt was purposefully avoiding me, and never made much effort to contact me, I would assume after awhile that person maybe is not interested in speaking to me or seeing me anymore. When I realized Jesus had no interest in letting himself be seen or visible to those in need, my faith in Christianity became shattered. It's a little bigger then pride in my view, cuz someone like Mother Theresa seemed as humble as it gets, yet her faith became shattered too.