Death..

[huey]

i dont fear death because there is nothing you can do about it. plus its probably better than this plane of existence

 

[Trillfate]

I fear a painful agonizing death but not death itself

 

[7figz]

If I didn't have loved ones, I don't think I'd give 2 shits about death.

 

[Sage Wonder]

I just feel the main thing is being able to come to peace with your death. Feeling you've lived a good life, by your own standards, and knowing its OK for it to come to an end. The fear of death is probably a lot worse than death itself.

 

[obnoxiouslyfresh]

I had a moment like this. What kind of art or images do you consume? When I was in college, I would watch first 48 marathons, unsolved mysteries, cold case files, any and every homicide detective shows. It began to affect my psyche and I always thought I was gonna die. I would sitting at a red light thinking "what if someone zoomed through the intersection and crashed into me"? I think you need to try to alter your consumption. It will help a lot. Try to go a month without listening to violent rap, watching some death, or thinking about it.

 

[7figz]

If I didn't have loved ones, I don't think I'd give 2 shits about death.

My bad, I just read the rest of your post, then I read mine. And realized that was kind of a d-bag response.

Sounds like you're dealing with grief - which is common, and just about all therapists should be trained to deal with it. Some of them be on some religious shit, so you might have to try your luck with a few.

 

[Mr.LV]

Yeah it happens to me from time to time it seems when I turned 20 years old(I'm 28 right now) time is just fucking flying by,we already about to hit 2017 .Each year that goes by we all get closer and closer to our graves.

 

[7figz]

I had a moment like this. What kind of art or images do you consume? When I was in college, I would watch first 48 marathons, unsolved mysteries, cold case files, any and every homicide detective shows. It began to affect my psyche and I always thought I was gonna die. I would sitting at a red light thinking "what if someone zoomed through the intersection and crashed into me"? I think you need to try to alter your consumption. It will help a lot. Try to go a month without listening to violent rap, watching some death, or thinking about it.

Right, like OB said, no worldstar, IC, or news and you'll be a'ight.

On some other shit tho @obnoxiouslyfresh , now that you mentioned it, I be binge-reading murder mysteries & deaths on the internet.

Click on the wrong article at the wrong time and next thing you know, I done formed a profile on this person.

"The man you're looking for is an obese white-male who lives in a rural area somewhere.... He doesn't have many relationships, except several dogs who he regularly mistreats..."

 

[obnoxiouslyfresh]

I had a moment like this. What kind of art or images do you consume? When I was in college, I would watch first 48 marathons, unsolved mysteries, cold case files, any and every homicide detective shows. It began to affect my psyche and I always thought I was gonna die. I would sitting at a red light thinking "what if someone zoomed through the intersection and crashed into me"? I think you need to try to alter your consumption. It will help a lot. Try to go a month without listening to violent rap, watching some death, or thinking about it.

Right, like OB said, no worldstar, IC, or news and you'll be a'ight.

On some other shit tho @obnoxiouslyfresh , now that you mentioned it, I be binge-reading murder mysteries & deaths on the internet.

Click on the wrong article at the wrong time and next thing you know, I done formed a profile on this person.

"The man you're looking for is an obese white-male who lives in a rural area somewhere.... He doesn't have many relationships, except several dogs who he regularly mistreats..."

Like that serial killer who was writing the Amazon reviews

 

[7figz]

I had a moment like this. What kind of art or images do you consume? When I was in college, I would watch first 48 marathons, unsolved mysteries, cold case files, any and every homicide detective shows. It began to affect my psyche and I always thought I was gonna die. I would sitting at a red light thinking "what if someone zoomed through the intersection and crashed into me"? I think you need to try to alter your consumption. It will help a lot. Try to go a month without listening to violent rap, watching some death, or thinking about it.

Right, like OB said, no worldstar, IC, or news and you'll be a'ight.

On some other shit tho @obnoxiouslyfresh , now that you mentioned it, I be binge-reading murder mysteries & deaths on the internet.

Click on the wrong article at the wrong time and next thing you know, I done formed a profile on this person.

"The man you're looking for is an obese white-male who lives in a rural area somewhere.... He doesn't have many relationships, except several dogs who he regularly mistreats..."

Like that serial killer who was writing the Amazon reviews

No lie, I was just talkin' to my boy about that fat MF the other day.

This dude out here selling real estate and posting on his victims FB page talmbout 'stay safe out there, people gettin' kidnapped' and shit while he had the chick chained up. Killed everybody in a business and buried them back on his property.

I'm like ...

 

[obnoxiouslyfresh]

I had a moment like this. What kind of art or images do you consume? When I was in college, I would watch first 48 marathons, unsolved mysteries, cold case files, any and every homicide detective shows. It began to affect my psyche and I always thought I was gonna die. I would sitting at a red light thinking "what if someone zoomed through the intersection and crashed into me"? I think you need to try to alter your consumption. It will help a lot. Try to go a month without listening to violent rap, watching some death, or thinking about it.

Right, like OB said, no worldstar, IC, or news and you'll be a'ight.

On some other shit tho @obnoxiouslyfresh , now that you mentioned it, I be binge-reading murder mysteries & deaths on the internet.

Click on the wrong article at the wrong time and next thing you know, I done formed a profile on this person.

"The man you're looking for is an obese white-male who lives in a rural area somewhere.... He doesn't have many relationships, except several dogs who he regularly mistreats..."

Like that serial killer who was writing the Amazon reviews

No lie, I was just talkin' to my boy about that fat MF the other day.

This dude out here selling real estate and posting on his victims FB page talmbout 'stay safe out there, people gettin' kidnapped' and shit while he had the chick chained up. Killed everybody in a business and buried them back on his property.

I'm like ...

Yea that story fucked me up. It made me jump out of my car and run in the gas station while driving uber because I just didn't trust the white man siting behind me. He gave me the creeps

 

[b'mer...]

Im selfish....id rather die b4 having to deal with the death of a love one

 

[DoUwant2go2Heaven]

Death lost it's sting 2,000 years ago. Yes, the grave lost it's victory when the stone was rolled away from the borrowed tomb. Hallelujah!

The reason why you fear death is because you don't know the truth my friend. If you knew the truth you would have no fear of death, for perfect love casts out all fear. Hallelujah!

You have a purpose my friend. Yes, this life we live does have meaning. But as long as you continue to run away from the light and hide in the darkness, you will never understand why you were born on this earth for such a time as this. But guess what my brother @King_sorrow ?

I am here to help you my friend. This is a divine appointment set up by King Yeshua Himself. For there are no coincidences. Only God-incidences! Hallelujah!

Therefore I want to help you come to a knowledge of the truth, but you have to be willing to open your heart up to receive the light in it. And I guarantee you that no longer will you want to be called @King_sorrow , rather you will want to be called King_Joy! For only God can turn our sorrows into joy!

Yes, King Yeshua will give you beauty for ashes, the oil of joy for mourning, the garment of praise for the spirit of heaviness; so that you might be called a tree of righteousness, the planting of the LORD, that He might be glorified. Hallelujah!

Oh, taste and see that the LORD is good! Blessed is the man who trusts in Him!

Will you accept the invitation today my friend?

 

[CapitalB]

If I didn't have loved ones, I don't think I'd give 2 shits about death.

this..

t/s consider urself blessed that ur 25 and this is ur first funeral..

iv been goin to funerals my whole life.. as far back as i can remember..

granted my great great great grandmother was alive to hold me.. but iv lost alot of family and friends to the streets.. moreso family..

i seen firsthand what death does to a family.. especially when a life is taken.. someone old dyin is one thing..

there's time to prepare..

but someone late teens early 20s full of life then denied it!? yeh.. that will fuck loved ones up..

me personally im not scared of death.. i even told moms dont cry for me i hate it here any damn way.. but hopefully she will never have to.. i hope to a god i dont believe in i have to bury my mom..

i dont think she has the strength all we've been thru to lose me.. i dont think my family has it in them to lose me after we've lost so much.. and most importantly i dont want my daughter to grow up without me.. she would be devastated..

i jus got back from KC today and was only gone for 4days and on the third day she got whiny missin me and when i got home she was all over me.. id turn in my grave knowin i cant be there to hold her and be there for her..

so yeh.. i dred the shit..

but never afraid of it..

 

[Lurkristocrat]

I had a moment like this. What kind of art or images do you consume? When I was in college, I would watch first 48 marathons, unsolved mysteries, cold case files, any and every homicide detective shows. It began to affect my psyche and I always thought I was gonna die. I would sitting at a red light thinking "what if someone zoomed through the intersection and crashed into me"? I think you need to try to alter your consumption. It will help a lot. Try to go a month without listening to violent rap, watching some death, or thinking about it.

Right, like OB said, no worldstar, IC, or news and you'll be a'ight.

On some other shit tho @obnoxiouslyfresh , now that you mentioned it, I be binge-reading murder mysteries & deaths on the internet.

Click on the wrong article at the wrong time and next thing you know, I done formed a profile on this person.

"The man you're looking for is an obese white-male who lives in a rural area somewhere.... He doesn't have many relationships, except several dogs who he regularly mistreats..."

Like that serial killer who was writing the Amazon reviews

No lie, I was just talkin' to my boy about that fat MF the other day.

This dude out here selling real estate and posting on his victims FB page talmbout 'stay safe out there, people gettin' kidnapped' and shit while he had the chick chained up. Killed everybody in a business and buried them back on his property.

I'm like ...

Yea that story fucked me up. It made me jump out of my car and run in the gas station while driving uber because I just didn't trust the white man siting behind me. He gave me the creeps

What?

 

[5th Letter]

T/S you might need to go see a psychiatrist.

 

[Idiopathic Joker]

Aren't you guys just rays of sunshine

 

[Splackavelli]

I had a moment like this. What kind of art or images do you consume? When I was in college, I would watch first 48 marathons, unsolved mysteries, cold case files, any and every homicide detective shows. It began to affect my psyche and I always thought I was gonna die. I would sitting at a red light thinking "what if someone zoomed through the intersection and crashed into me"? I think you need to try to alter your consumption. It will help a lot. Try to go a month without listening to violent rap, watching some death, or thinking about it.

I stopped watching that show many Months ago TV is used for behaior conditioning I noticed that the show cues scores at certain moments and the music is always morbid and eerie. I hated when the detectives had to inform loved ones of their murdered relatives and you can hear them hollerin' and crying from outside the house. That show has a fear inducing effect and causes slight depression. I see that shit every day on the news why should I watch more of it? I don't like the. Killers and I don't like the detectives either. They look shady and slimy. They are vampiric. You can tell they just want to lock niggas up.

 

[Cabana_Da_Don]

Do charity work.Be a volunteer.Find a reason why you were born.Do something good for someone.You will live forever if you live in the mind of the people.

 

[obnoxiouslyfresh]

I had a moment like this. What kind of art or images do you consume? When I was in college, I would watch first 48 marathons, unsolved mysteries, cold case files, any and every homicide detective shows. It began to affect my psyche and I always thought I was gonna die. I would sitting at a red light thinking "what if someone zoomed through the intersection and crashed into me"? I think you need to try to alter your consumption. It will help a lot. Try to go a month without listening to violent rap, watching some death, or thinking about it.

Right, like OB said, no worldstar, IC, or news and you'll be a'ight.

On some other shit tho @obnoxiouslyfresh , now that you mentioned it, I be binge-reading murder mysteries & deaths on the internet.

Click on the wrong article at the wrong time and next thing you know, I done formed a profile on this person.

"The man you're looking for is an obese white-male who lives in a rural area somewhere.... He doesn't have many relationships, except several dogs who he regularly mistreats..."

Like that serial killer who was writing the Amazon reviews

No lie, I was just talkin' to my boy about that fat MF the other day.

This dude out here selling real estate and posting on his victims FB page talmbout 'stay safe out there, people gettin' kidnapped' and shit while he had the chick chained up. Killed everybody in a business and buried them back on his property.

I'm like ...

Yea that story fucked me up. It made me jump out of my car and run in the gas station while driving uber because I just didn't trust the white man siting behind me. He gave me the creeps

What?

He was drunk apparently, but he kept asking me the same questions over and over, and it was late at night. Then, he told me to get off at the wrong exit. So I was like "OMG, I need to stop at this gas station really quick. Pulled into the station. He's like "you need cigarettes?" Im like "No, a bottle of water". I ran out of the car so fast and burst into tears asking the clerk to help me cause the guy in my car was making me uncomfortable. Then 2 seconds later, the white guy follows me into the gas station and I yelled at him "You're making me really uncomfortable." So, he goes "It's ok. It's fine. I'll just order another uber." Then, he leaves the gas station and walks off into the night. Then the Arab gas station clerk starts yelling at me with his accent saying "You have no business out at this late hour. I have daughter your age. There are drunk men out. You are a guhl." So he let me stay in the gas station until I felt comfortable.