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7figz;9544839 said:
If I didn't have loved ones, I don't think I'd give 2 shits about death.

Not gonna lie, if I didn't know how sad it would make my mom I would have probably blown my brains out years ago.

Death isn't the scariest thing to me really, I can deal with that, it will be like sleeping and I love naps. What scares me way more than death is a life full of meaningless suffering.
 
The first funeral I ever went to was when I was 17, and it was the funeral of my little sister who was 16. Shit fucked me up, and it fucked my family up. Took my dad away from me, not physically but mentally, as he's checked out and would drink everyday to get through it. He lost his little girl, and had a conversation with me a awhile ago where he said he was ready to go or die. My little brothers are fighting, but I fear their mentals are screwed up. My mom's fighting, as well. Life happens fast. Everything can be all good, and then within an hour things can turn to shit. I don't fear death, and if the mane above sees fit for me to go, I wouldn't put up much of a fight.

I just had a little girl, though, and it's amazing the life she's brought back into my family. I thank my little girl's mother everyday, and let her know I've got her no matter what, because she helped save my fam by carrying and bringing my little girl into the world. She's the reason I put up a fight.
 
Will Munny;9545363 said:
7figz;9544839 said:
If I didn't have loved ones, I don't think I'd give 2 shits about death.

Not gonna lie, if I didn't know how sad it would make my mom I would have probably blown my brains out years ago.

Death isn't the scariest thing to me really, I can deal with that, it will be like sleeping and I love naps. What scares me way more than death is a life full of meaningless suffering.

@BOSSExcellence no huh?
 
Death is certain. So I was never one to be concerned about...and then I had a son. At this point, I still don't fear death itself. But kicking the bucket before I can teach my kid how to navigate the world is some shit I think about pretty often.
 
Will Munny;9545363 said:
7figz;9544839 said:
If I didn't have loved ones, I don't think I'd give 2 shits about death.

Not gonna lie, if I didn't know how sad it would make my mom I would have probably blown my brains out years ago.

Death isn't the scariest thing to me really, I can deal with that, it will be like sleeping and I love naps. What scares me way more than death is a life full of meaningless suffering.

Well that's depressing.
 
Will Munny;9545421 said:
Will Munny;9545363 said:
7figz;9544839 said:
If I didn't have loved ones, I don't think I'd give 2 shits about death.

Not gonna lie, if I didn't know how sad it would make my mom I would have probably blown my brains out years ago.

Death isn't the scariest thing to me really, I can deal with that, it will be like sleeping and I love naps. What scares me way more than death is a life full of meaningless suffering.

@BOSSExcellence no huh?

i mean.. the world is a fucked up place..

and when i said i wasn't happy here.. it wasn't moreso unhappy for me.. its the suffering i see..

but my wigga u talking about blowing yo brains out.. thought never shot out my head.. #bars
 
obnoxiouslyfresh;9545345 said:
Lurkristocrat ;9545025 said:
obnoxiouslyfresh;9544934 said:
7figz;9544930 said:
obnoxiouslyfresh;9544921 said:
7figz;9544919 said:
obnoxiouslyfresh;9544887 said:
I had a moment like this. What kind of art or images do you consume? When I was in college, I would watch first 48 marathons, unsolved mysteries, cold case files, any and every homicide detective shows. It began to affect my psyche and I always thought I was gonna die. I would sitting at a red light thinking "what if someone zoomed through the intersection and crashed into me"? I think you need to try to alter your consumption. It will help a lot. Try to go a month without listening to violent rap, watching some death, or thinking about it.

Right, like OB said, no worldstar, IC, or news and you'll be a'ight.

On some other shit tho @obnoxiouslyfresh , now that you mentioned it, I be binge-reading murder mysteries & deaths on the internet.

Click on the wrong article at the wrong time and next thing you know, I done formed a profile on this person.

"The man you're looking for is an obese white-male who lives in a rural area somewhere.... He doesn't have many relationships, except several dogs who he regularly mistreats..."

Like that serial killer who was writing the Amazon reviews

No lie, I was just talkin' to my boy about that fat MF the other day.

This dude out here selling real estate and posting on his victims FB page talmbout 'stay safe out there, people gettin' kidnapped' and shit while he had the chick chained up. Killed everybody in a business and buried them back on his property.

I'm like ...


1408.gif

Yea that story fucked me up. It made me jump out of my car and run in the gas station while driving uber because I just didn't trust the white man siting behind me. He gave me the creeps

What?

He was drunk apparently, but he kept asking me the same questions over and over, and it was late at night. Then, he told me to get off at the wrong exit. So I was like "OMG, I need to stop at this gas station really quick. Pulled into the station. He's like "you need cigarettes?" Im like "No, a bottle of water". I ran out of the car so fast and burst into tears asking the clerk to help me cause the guy in my car was making me uncomfortable. Then 2 seconds later, the white guy follows me into the gas station and I yelled at him "You're making me really uncomfortable." So, he goes "It's ok. It's fine. I'll just order another uber." Then, he leaves the gas station and walks off into the night. Then the Arab gas station clerk starts yelling at me with his accent saying "You have no business out at this late hour. I have daughter your age. There are drunk men out. You are a guhl." So he let me stay in the gas station until I felt comfortable.

Psychiatry would do wonders for you. Feel better
 
huey;9545499 said:
obnoxiouslyfresh;9545345 said:
Lurkristocrat ;9545025 said:
obnoxiouslyfresh;9544934 said:
7figz;9544930 said:
obnoxiouslyfresh;9544921 said:
7figz;9544919 said:
obnoxiouslyfresh;9544887 said:
I had a moment like this. What kind of art or images do you consume? When I was in college, I would watch first 48 marathons, unsolved mysteries, cold case files, any and every homicide detective shows. It began to affect my psyche and I always thought I was gonna die. I would sitting at a red light thinking "what if someone zoomed through the intersection and crashed into me"? I think you need to try to alter your consumption. It will help a lot. Try to go a month without listening to violent rap, watching some death, or thinking about it.

Right, like OB said, no worldstar, IC, or news and you'll be a'ight.

On some other shit tho @obnoxiouslyfresh , now that you mentioned it, I be binge-reading murder mysteries & deaths on the internet.

Click on the wrong article at the wrong time and next thing you know, I done formed a profile on this person.

"The man you're looking for is an obese white-male who lives in a rural area somewhere.... He doesn't have many relationships, except several dogs who he regularly mistreats..."

Like that serial killer who was writing the Amazon reviews

No lie, I was just talkin' to my boy about that fat MF the other day.

This dude out here selling real estate and posting on his victims FB page talmbout 'stay safe out there, people gettin' kidnapped' and shit while he had the chick chained up. Killed everybody in a business and buried them back on his property.

I'm like ...


1408.gif

Yea that story fucked me up. It made me jump out of my car and run in the gas station while driving uber because I just didn't trust the white man siting behind me. He gave me the creeps

What?

He was drunk apparently, but he kept asking me the same questions over and over, and it was late at night. Then, he told me to get off at the wrong exit. So I was like "OMG, I need to stop at this gas station really quick. Pulled into the station. He's like "you need cigarettes?" Im like "No, a bottle of water". I ran out of the car so fast and burst into tears asking the clerk to help me cause the guy in my car was making me uncomfortable. Then 2 seconds later, the white guy follows me into the gas station and I yelled at him "You're making me really uncomfortable." So, he goes "It's ok. It's fine. I'll just order another uber." Then, he leaves the gas station and walks off into the night. Then the Arab gas station clerk starts yelling at me with his accent saying "You have no business out at this late hour. I have daughter your age. There are drunk men out. You are a guhl." So he let me stay in the gas station until I felt comfortable.

Psychiatry would do wonders for you. Feel better

@huey Aint nothing wrong with me. I'd do that over with the same reaction. I am a woman. I don't trust no damn white man. It was too late at night for him to be playing... and he was drunk. I aint fuckin around wit no drunk white man after midnight. I don't have time to try to sit back and figure out is he a creeper or just drunk and weird. White men are weird as is.

He asked me the same question about 8 times. Then he had me get off at the wrong exit. Nah..my nerves already bad.
 
obnoxiouslyfresh;9545345 said:
Lurkristocrat ;9545025 said:
obnoxiouslyfresh;9544934 said:
7figz;9544930 said:
obnoxiouslyfresh;9544921 said:
7figz;9544919 said:
obnoxiouslyfresh;9544887 said:
I had a moment like this. What kind of art or images do you consume? When I was in college, I would watch first 48 marathons, unsolved mysteries, cold case files, any and every homicide detective shows. It began to affect my psyche and I always thought I was gonna die. I would sitting at a red light thinking "what if someone zoomed through the intersection and crashed into me"? I think you need to try to alter your consumption. It will help a lot. Try to go a month without listening to violent rap, watching some death, or thinking about it.

Right, like OB said, no worldstar, IC, or news and you'll be a'ight.

On some other shit tho @obnoxiouslyfresh , now that you mentioned it, I be binge-reading murder mysteries & deaths on the internet.

Click on the wrong article at the wrong time and next thing you know, I done formed a profile on this person.

"The man you're looking for is an obese white-male who lives in a rural area somewhere.... He doesn't have many relationships, except several dogs who he regularly mistreats..."

Like that serial killer who was writing the Amazon reviews

No lie, I was just talkin' to my boy about that fat MF the other day.

This dude out here selling real estate and posting on his victims FB page talmbout 'stay safe out there, people gettin' kidnapped' and shit while he had the chick chained up. Killed everybody in a business and buried them back on his property.

I'm like ...


1408.gif

Yea that story fucked me up. It made me jump out of my car and run in the gas station while driving uber because I just didn't trust the white man siting behind me. He gave me the creeps

What?

He was drunk apparently, but he kept asking me the same questions over and over, and it was late at night. Then, he told me to get off at the wrong exit. So I was like "OMG, I need to stop at this gas station really quick. Pulled into the station. He's like "you need cigarettes?" Im like "No, a bottle of water". I ran out of the car so fast and burst into tears asking the clerk to help me cause the guy in my car was making me uncomfortable. Then 2 seconds later, the white guy follows me into the gas station and I yelled at him "You're making me really uncomfortable." So, he goes "It's ok. It's fine. I'll just order another uber." Then, he leaves the gas station and walks off into the night. Then the Arab gas station clerk starts yelling at me with his accent saying "You have no business out at this late hour. I have daughter your age. There are drunk men out. You are a guhl." So he let me stay in the gas station until I felt comfortable.

What did I tell you?? You too pretty and sweet to be a late night driver for these drunk dudes Ginger! Be safe.
 
Kat;9545516 said:
obnoxiouslyfresh;9545345 said:
Lurkristocrat ;9545025 said:
obnoxiouslyfresh;9544934 said:
7figz;9544930 said:
obnoxiouslyfresh;9544921 said:
7figz;9544919 said:
obnoxiouslyfresh;9544887 said:
I had a moment like this. What kind of art or images do you consume? When I was in college, I would watch first 48 marathons, unsolved mysteries, cold case files, any and every homicide detective shows. It began to affect my psyche and I always thought I was gonna die. I would sitting at a red light thinking "what if someone zoomed through the intersection and crashed into me"? I think you need to try to alter your consumption. It will help a lot. Try to go a month without listening to violent rap, watching some death, or thinking about it.

Right, like OB said, no worldstar, IC, or news and you'll be a'ight.

On some other shit tho @obnoxiouslyfresh , now that you mentioned it, I be binge-reading murder mysteries & deaths on the internet.

Click on the wrong article at the wrong time and next thing you know, I done formed a profile on this person.

"The man you're looking for is an obese white-male who lives in a rural area somewhere.... He doesn't have many relationships, except several dogs who he regularly mistreats..."

Like that serial killer who was writing the Amazon reviews

No lie, I was just talkin' to my boy about that fat MF the other day.

This dude out here selling real estate and posting on his victims FB page talmbout 'stay safe out there, people gettin' kidnapped' and shit while he had the chick chained up. Killed everybody in a business and buried them back on his property.

I'm like ...


1408.gif

Yea that story fucked me up. It made me jump out of my car and run in the gas station while driving uber because I just didn't trust the white man siting behind me. He gave me the creeps

What?

He was drunk apparently, but he kept asking me the same questions over and over, and it was late at night. Then, he told me to get off at the wrong exit. So I was like "OMG, I need to stop at this gas station really quick. Pulled into the station. He's like "you need cigarettes?" Im like "No, a bottle of water". I ran out of the car so fast and burst into tears asking the clerk to help me cause the guy in my car was making me uncomfortable. Then 2 seconds later, the white guy follows me into the gas station and I yelled at him "You're making me really uncomfortable." So, he goes "It's ok. It's fine. I'll just order another uber." Then, he leaves the gas station and walks off into the night. Then the Arab gas station clerk starts yelling at me with his accent saying "You have no business out at this late hour. I have daughter your age. There are drunk men out. You are a guhl." So he let me stay in the gas station until I felt comfortable.

What did I tell you?? You too pretty and sweet to be a late night driver for these drunk dudes Ginger! Be safe.

Yeah only ugly chicks should be uber drivers
 
Kat;9545516 said:
obnoxiouslyfresh;9545345 said:
Lurkristocrat ;9545025 said:
obnoxiouslyfresh;9544934 said:
7figz;9544930 said:
obnoxiouslyfresh;9544921 said:
7figz;9544919 said:
obnoxiouslyfresh;9544887 said:
I had a moment like this. What kind of art or images do you consume? When I was in college, I would watch first 48 marathons, unsolved mysteries, cold case files, any and every homicide detective shows. It began to affect my psyche and I always thought I was gonna die. I would sitting at a red light thinking "what if someone zoomed through the intersection and crashed into me"? I think you need to try to alter your consumption. It will help a lot. Try to go a month without listening to violent rap, watching some death, or thinking about it.

Right, like OB said, no worldstar, IC, or news and you'll be a'ight.

On some other shit tho @obnoxiouslyfresh , now that you mentioned it, I be binge-reading murder mysteries & deaths on the internet.

Click on the wrong article at the wrong time and next thing you know, I done formed a profile on this person.

"The man you're looking for is an obese white-male who lives in a rural area somewhere.... He doesn't have many relationships, except several dogs who he regularly mistreats..."

Like that serial killer who was writing the Amazon reviews

No lie, I was just talkin' to my boy about that fat MF the other day.

This dude out here selling real estate and posting on his victims FB page talmbout 'stay safe out there, people gettin' kidnapped' and shit while he had the chick chained up. Killed everybody in a business and buried them back on his property.

I'm like ...


1408.gif

Yea that story fucked me up. It made me jump out of my car and run in the gas station while driving uber because I just didn't trust the white man siting behind me. He gave me the creeps

What?

He was drunk apparently, but he kept asking me the same questions over and over, and it was late at night. Then, he told me to get off at the wrong exit. So I was like "OMG, I need to stop at this gas station really quick. Pulled into the station. He's like "you need cigarettes?" Im like "No, a bottle of water". I ran out of the car so fast and burst into tears asking the clerk to help me cause the guy in my car was making me uncomfortable. Then 2 seconds later, the white guy follows me into the gas station and I yelled at him "You're making me really uncomfortable." So, he goes "It's ok. It's fine. I'll just order another uber." Then, he leaves the gas station and walks off into the night. Then the Arab gas station clerk starts yelling at me with his accent saying "You have no business out at this late hour. I have daughter your age. There are drunk men out. You are a guhl." So he let me stay in the gas station until I felt comfortable.

What did I tell you?? You too pretty and sweet to be a late night driver for these drunk dudes Ginger! Be safe.

thanks Kat.
 
BOSSExcellence;9545437 said:
Will Munny;9545421 said:
Will Munny;9545363 said:
7figz;9544839 said:
If I didn't have loved ones, I don't think I'd give 2 shits about death.

Not gonna lie, if I didn't know how sad it would make my mom I would have probably blown my brains out years ago.

Death isn't the scariest thing to me really, I can deal with that, it will be like sleeping and I love naps. What scares me way more than death is a life full of meaningless suffering.

@BOSSExcellence no huh?

i mean.. the world is a fucked up place..

and when i said i wasn't happy here.. it wasn't moreso unhappy for me.. its the suffering i see..

but my wigga u talking about blowing yo brains out.. thought never shot out my head.. #bars

It's not that I'd rather be dead, its just that I wish my consciousness never existed.
 
Will Munny;9545533 said:
Kat;9545516 said:
obnoxiouslyfresh;9545345 said:
Lurkristocrat ;9545025 said:
obnoxiouslyfresh;9544934 said:
7figz;9544930 said:
obnoxiouslyfresh;9544921 said:
7figz;9544919 said:
obnoxiouslyfresh;9544887 said:
I had a moment like this. What kind of art or images do you consume? When I was in college, I would watch first 48 marathons, unsolved mysteries, cold case files, any and every homicide detective shows. It began to affect my psyche and I always thought I was gonna die. I would sitting at a red light thinking "what if someone zoomed through the intersection and crashed into me"? I think you need to try to alter your consumption. It will help a lot. Try to go a month without listening to violent rap, watching some death, or thinking about it.

Right, like OB said, no worldstar, IC, or news and you'll be a'ight.

On some other shit tho @obnoxiouslyfresh , now that you mentioned it, I be binge-reading murder mysteries & deaths on the internet.

Click on the wrong article at the wrong time and next thing you know, I done formed a profile on this person.

"The man you're looking for is an obese white-male who lives in a rural area somewhere.... He doesn't have many relationships, except several dogs who he regularly mistreats..."

Like that serial killer who was writing the Amazon reviews

No lie, I was just talkin' to my boy about that fat MF the other day.

This dude out here selling real estate and posting on his victims FB page talmbout 'stay safe out there, people gettin' kidnapped' and shit while he had the chick chained up. Killed everybody in a business and buried them back on his property.

I'm like ...


1408.gif

Yea that story fucked me up. It made me jump out of my car and run in the gas station while driving uber because I just didn't trust the white man siting behind me. He gave me the creeps

What?

He was drunk apparently, but he kept asking me the same questions over and over, and it was late at night. Then, he told me to get off at the wrong exit. So I was like "OMG, I need to stop at this gas station really quick. Pulled into the station. He's like "you need cigarettes?" Im like "No, a bottle of water". I ran out of the car so fast and burst into tears asking the clerk to help me cause the guy in my car was making me uncomfortable. Then 2 seconds later, the white guy follows me into the gas station and I yelled at him "You're making me really uncomfortable." So, he goes "It's ok. It's fine. I'll just order another uber." Then, he leaves the gas station and walks off into the night. Then the Arab gas station clerk starts yelling at me with his accent saying "You have no business out at this late hour. I have daughter your age. There are drunk men out. You are a guhl." So he let me stay in the gas station until I felt comfortable.

What did I tell you?? You too pretty and sweet to be a late night driver for these drunk dudes Ginger! Be safe.

Yeah only ugly chicks should be uber drivers

Ugly and armed. :)
 
Kat;9545559 said:
Will Munny;9545533 said:
Kat;9545516 said:
obnoxiouslyfresh;9545345 said:
Lurkristocrat ;9545025 said:
obnoxiouslyfresh;9544934 said:
7figz;9544930 said:
obnoxiouslyfresh;9544921 said:
7figz;9544919 said:
obnoxiouslyfresh;9544887 said:
I had a moment like this. What kind of art or images do you consume? When I was in college, I would watch first 48 marathons, unsolved mysteries, cold case files, any and every homicide detective shows. It began to affect my psyche and I always thought I was gonna die. I would sitting at a red light thinking "what if someone zoomed through the intersection and crashed into me"? I think you need to try to alter your consumption. It will help a lot. Try to go a month without listening to violent rap, watching some death, or thinking about it.

Right, like OB said, no worldstar, IC, or news and you'll be a'ight.

On some other shit tho @obnoxiouslyfresh , now that you mentioned it, I be binge-reading murder mysteries & deaths on the internet.

Click on the wrong article at the wrong time and next thing you know, I done formed a profile on this person.

"The man you're looking for is an obese white-male who lives in a rural area somewhere.... He doesn't have many relationships, except several dogs who he regularly mistreats..."

Like that serial killer who was writing the Amazon reviews

No lie, I was just talkin' to my boy about that fat MF the other day.

This dude out here selling real estate and posting on his victims FB page talmbout 'stay safe out there, people gettin' kidnapped' and shit while he had the chick chained up. Killed everybody in a business and buried them back on his property.

I'm like ...


1408.gif

Yea that story fucked me up. It made me jump out of my car and run in the gas station while driving uber because I just didn't trust the white man siting behind me. He gave me the creeps

What?

He was drunk apparently, but he kept asking me the same questions over and over, and it was late at night. Then, he told me to get off at the wrong exit. So I was like "OMG, I need to stop at this gas station really quick. Pulled into the station. He's like "you need cigarettes?" Im like "No, a bottle of water". I ran out of the car so fast and burst into tears asking the clerk to help me cause the guy in my car was making me uncomfortable. Then 2 seconds later, the white guy follows me into the gas station and I yelled at him "You're making me really uncomfortable." So, he goes "It's ok. It's fine. I'll just order another uber." Then, he leaves the gas station and walks off into the night. Then the Arab gas station clerk starts yelling at me with his accent saying "You have no business out at this late hour. I have daughter your age. There are drunk men out. You are a guhl." So he let me stay in the gas station until I felt comfortable.

What did I tell you?? You too pretty and sweet to be a late night driver for these drunk dudes Ginger! Be safe.

Yeah only ugly chicks should be uber drivers

Ugly and armed. :)

Yah cause pretty girls aren't smart enough to protect themselves with firearms, and if the ugly can't get to her gun, who cares!? She's ugly.
 
Kat;9545436 said:
Will Munny;9545363 said:
7figz;9544839 said:
If I didn't have loved ones, I don't think I'd give 2 shits about death.

Not gonna lie, if I didn't know how sad it would make my mom I would have probably blown my brains out years ago.

Death isn't the scariest thing to me really, I can deal with that, it will be like sleeping and I love naps. What scares me way more than death is a life full of meaningless suffering.

Well that's depressing.

Of course it's depressing. Focus on the real issues in the world and you'll see how wounded the earth we are living in is.
 
Will Munny;9545591 said:
Kat;9545559 said:
Will Munny;9545533 said:
Kat;9545516 said:
obnoxiouslyfresh;9545345 said:
Lurkristocrat ;9545025 said:
obnoxiouslyfresh;9544934 said:
7figz;9544930 said:
obnoxiouslyfresh;9544921 said:
7figz;9544919 said:
obnoxiouslyfresh;9544887 said:
I had a moment like this. What kind of art or images do you consume? When I was in college, I would watch first 48 marathons, unsolved mysteries, cold case files, any and every homicide detective shows. It began to affect my psyche and I always thought I was gonna die. I would sitting at a red light thinking "what if someone zoomed through the intersection and crashed into me"? I think you need to try to alter your consumption. It will help a lot. Try to go a month without listening to violent rap, watching some death, or thinking about it.

Right, like OB said, no worldstar, IC, or news and you'll be a'ight.

On some other shit tho @obnoxiouslyfresh , now that you mentioned it, I be binge-reading murder mysteries & deaths on the internet.

Click on the wrong article at the wrong time and next thing you know, I done formed a profile on this person.

"The man you're looking for is an obese white-male who lives in a rural area somewhere.... He doesn't have many relationships, except several dogs who he regularly mistreats..."

Like that serial killer who was writing the Amazon reviews

No lie, I was just talkin' to my boy about that fat MF the other day.

This dude out here selling real estate and posting on his victims FB page talmbout 'stay safe out there, people gettin' kidnapped' and shit while he had the chick chained up. Killed everybody in a business and buried them back on his property.

I'm like ...


1408.gif

Yea that story fucked me up. It made me jump out of my car and run in the gas station while driving uber because I just didn't trust the white man siting behind me. He gave me the creeps

What?

He was drunk apparently, but he kept asking me the same questions over and over, and it was late at night. Then, he told me to get off at the wrong exit. So I was like "OMG, I need to stop at this gas station really quick. Pulled into the station. He's like "you need cigarettes?" Im like "No, a bottle of water". I ran out of the car so fast and burst into tears asking the clerk to help me cause the guy in my car was making me uncomfortable. Then 2 seconds later, the white guy follows me into the gas station and I yelled at him "You're making me really uncomfortable." So, he goes "It's ok. It's fine. I'll just order another uber." Then, he leaves the gas station and walks off into the night. Then the Arab gas station clerk starts yelling at me with his accent saying "You have no business out at this late hour. I have daughter your age. There are drunk men out. You are a guhl." So he let me stay in the gas station until I felt comfortable.

What did I tell you?? You too pretty and sweet to be a late night driver for these drunk dudes Ginger! Be safe.

Yeah only ugly chicks should be uber drivers

Ugly and armed. :)

Yah cause pretty girls aren't smart enough to protect themselves with firearms, and if the ugly can't get to her gun, who cares!? She's ugly.

Oh god..lighten up William.

I don't think late night Uber driving is a smart choice, especially for females.
 
Will Munny;9545596 said:
Kat;9545436 said:
Will Munny;9545363 said:
7figz;9544839 said:
If I didn't have loved ones, I don't think I'd give 2 shits about death.

Not gonna lie, if I didn't know how sad it would make my mom I would have probably blown my brains out years ago.

Death isn't the scariest thing to me really, I can deal with that, it will be like sleeping and I love naps. What scares me way more than death is a life full of meaningless suffering.

Well that's depressing.

Of course it's depressing. Focus on the real issues in the world and you'll see how wounded the earth we are living in is.

So what are you doing to fix it?

When I'm overwhelmed with the negativity in the world I get off the IC and focus on the good that is being done. It's out there, unfortunately those stories aren't sensational enough for most folks.
 
Kat;9545605 said:
Will Munny;9545596 said:
Kat;9545436 said:
Will Munny;9545363 said:
7figz;9544839 said:
If I didn't have loved ones, I don't think I'd give 2 shits about death.

Not gonna lie, if I didn't know how sad it would make my mom I would have probably blown my brains out years ago.

Death isn't the scariest thing to me really, I can deal with that, it will be like sleeping and I love naps. What scares me way more than death is a life full of meaningless suffering.

Well that's depressing.

Of course it's depressing. Focus on the real issues in the world and you'll see how wounded the earth we are living in is.

So what are you doing to fix it?

Always speak the truth, live in a way that lets me speak the truth about my actions, and make everywhere I go just a little bit better. It's a big responsibility when you realize everything you do either tilts the world towards good or bad, but we have to make our suffering mean something, one way or another.
 
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I had a moment like this. What kind of art or images do you consume? When I was in college, I would watch first 48 marathons, unsolved mysteries, cold case files, any and every homicide detective shows. It began to affect my psyche and I always thought I was gonna die. I would sitting at a red light thinking "what if someone zoomed through the intersection and crashed into me"? I think you need to try to alter your consumption. It will help a lot. Try to go a month without listening to violent rap, watching some death, or thinking about it.

Right, like OB said, no worldstar, IC, or news and you'll be a'ight.

On some other shit tho @obnoxiouslyfresh , now that you mentioned it, I be binge-reading murder mysteries & deaths on the internet.

Click on the wrong article at the wrong time and next thing you know, I done formed a profile on this person.

"The man you're looking for is an obese white-male who lives in a rural area somewhere.... He doesn't have many relationships, except several dogs who he regularly mistreats..."

Like that serial killer who was writing the Amazon reviews

No lie, I was just talkin' to my boy about that fat MF the other day.

This dude out here selling real estate and posting on his victims FB page talmbout 'stay safe out there, people gettin' kidnapped' and shit while he had the chick chained up. Killed everybody in a business and buried them back on his property.

I'm like ...


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Yea that story fucked me up. It made me jump out of my car and run in the gas station while driving uber because I just didn't trust the white man siting behind me. He gave me the creeps

What?

He was drunk apparently, but he kept asking me the same questions over and over, and it was late at night. Then, he told me to get off at the wrong exit. So I was like "OMG, I need to stop at this gas station really quick. Pulled into the station. He's like "you need cigarettes?" Im like "No, a bottle of water". I ran out of the car so fast and burst into tears asking the clerk to help me cause the guy in my car was making me uncomfortable. Then 2 seconds later, the white guy follows me into the gas station and I yelled at him "You're making me really uncomfortable." So, he goes "It's ok. It's fine. I'll just order another uber." Then, he leaves the gas station and walks off into the night. Then the Arab gas station clerk starts yelling at me with his accent saying "You have no business out at this late hour. I have daughter your age. There are drunk men out. You are a guhl." So he let me stay in the gas station until I felt comfortable.

What did I tell you?? You too pretty and sweet to be a late night driver for these drunk dudes Ginger! Be safe.

Yeah only ugly chicks should be uber drivers

Ugly and armed. :)

Yah cause pretty girls aren't smart enough to protect themselves with firearms, and if the ugly can't get to her gun, who cares!? She's ugly.

Oh god..lighten up William.

I don't think late night Uber driving is a smart choice, especially for females.

Sorry I realize the juxtaposition of that post and the super serious ones doesn't make it seem like I'm just fucking with you.
 
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Sounds like you need to hit up Alan Watts.

Chillstep

So we have been taught to dread death as if it were the end of the show because it will not happen any more.

Therefore we are conditioned to be afraid of all the things that might bring about death: pain, sickness, suffering. If you are not really vividly aware of the fact that you are basically "the works," chances are you have no real joy in life, and you are just a bundle of anxiety mixed in with guilt.
 

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