Durham ghetto as hell my nigga not nice at all what you talking bout don't come to durham its wack and ratchet the most dangerous city in NC thats where I'm from. Charlotte is nice and they don't play that shit good place to go the queen city. Raleigh cool too that where you go to party or...
When I be on my black shaman shit. Dreamwalk, moonwalk, phone talk, white chalk. When I was in Egypt I had two wives that was BBWs so when I reincarnate I have 4 5's. Figure that out. Doggy.
I think that by killing himself he wanted be selfish and hurt them the best way possible by blaming the fact he killed himself on a damn touch phone leaving the kids feeling guilty. Fuck that selfish ass nigga.
Sounds to me like you feel like you want what your girl has done. Maybe you should feel lucky that you found who you want without having to be so called independent and go through all types of bullshit. If you really want to be with her you will make it work. If you questioning shit then leave...