Knives Amilli;2124447 said:Well what made me lose my faith was just a realization that:
1. I only believed in god because i was raised that way and social pressures.
2. And when i went off to college, the evidence that god didn't exist became way more apparent. Ive always been naturally skeptical, but admittedly was to influenced to try and look for logical answers to my questions about theology. Or I was too ignorant to postulate a question whose answer would satisfy my curiosity.
College (or really just leaving your folks house) is often time when most people renounce their faith because you no longer have parental influence/pressure to believe.
But that's really just how i came to be an atheist. With some people, tragedy is a huge motivator (if a god exists, why'd he allow this? which despite what xtians may say is a very good question). Or disillusionment with the church. It really varies from person to person.
Really, I equate losing faith as "waking up from the Matrix". The clues that shit isn't what it seems, that your being lied to and used are there, its just a matter of realizing it and choosing to face reality.
And as for what would it take for me to think a diety exists? Good question, because pretty much any impossible thing that could be done, I might just attribute it to "impossible shit being done" rather than saying "holy crap...A GOD EXISTS!!".
Calling something a god is a tall order because your saying that this being is worthy of worship and devotion. And really even if a being did create me and all of creation, does that entitle it to devotion, especially considering no one asked to be created?
About 11-12 years ago I did a song that I'm thinking about remaking called "Didn't ask to be here". It was basically an analysis of the worldly bullshit that we bring new life into then expect them to be ok w/ it once they are here. Many children are born into and raised in situations that make death seem like a vacation in the Bahamas. The bolded comes to mind when I think back on that song because I've asked the same question myself. For arguments sake, let's say that there is irrefutable evidence that God does exist. Given the world that we live in, all of it's painful imperfections and it's volatile history....why worship a being that either directly or indirectly promotes and allows for such a violent & chaotic existence......all in his/her name? How does one's followers rationalize this in their own minds? Is bad stuff really ok just because it's the will of a higher diety? Nothing in the history of mankind has been so divisive and overrun w/ violence and death as a room full of individuals w/ differing religious beliefs. Even believers of the same faith fight over their own individual interpretations of the same book. You don't have to be a scientist or a well versed theologean to realize that there are pieces missing to both sides of the argument....some more than others IMO. Even the Geico caveman can understand that. The problem is and will always be arrogant, misinformed, overzealous, extremist who wish to spread their brand of belief to the world by any means necessary. There is only 1 thing that is fact and that is that no one will truly know, beyond the shadow of a doubt, the answer until it's too late.
Pac - I'm probably wrong but I'll never know it til' I'm gone.
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