Disciplined InSight
New member
VIBE86;2102236 said:My son was born with:
Hyperplastic Left Heart Syndrome - rare congenital heart defect in which the left side of the heart is severely underdeveloped.
Double Outlet Right Ventricle - A DORV is a very rare congenital heart defect in which both the pulmonary artery and the aorta known as the great vessels -- arise from the right ventricle.
Little dude went through his first surgery at 2 weeks old. He has his last surgery in 2008, 3 between 2006 (born) to 2008. In this time he went through not being able to eat, so he was fed through a tube that was in his stomach. Then he had to go through therapy to walk, crawl etc because he was in a hospital bed so much.
Now he seems like a normal kid, who does everything normal.
I blamed God and hated God, then I came to that God didn't do this and went back to being a "believer". That was a turning point in which I just starting becoming distant w/ religion and God. I tried to keep it, keep believing etc but now it don't even exist anymore in my mind....
I see. Glad to hear that you son is doing fine now. It's a hard process to digest whenever a loved one is going through a situation and we ALL have to wonder and question God, but I at least understand where you're coming from though. Sometimes it's hard to figure out if you should or shouldn't stick with your faith because of those situations and since yours was a delicate one, I can see why you feel God doesn't exist anymore in your mind. The faith walk was never a claim to be an easy road to travel on. I'm glad you came to that conclusion that The Most High wasn't to blame.
Last edited: