THE OFFICIAL REHAB THREAD

[S2J]

ZAAAAAAAAMMN I BEEN OUT THE LOOP LIKE A MUTHAF

@twinzmom married that racist white motherfucker matt?? Disgusting & Disturbing. So the only marriages that happen on this website are interracial??. Niggas will speak on relationships all day but can't form a decent family smh

What on earth. that really...they was actually...

 

[thatboydizz]

Does anybody know if the "natural" ecstasy is even a real thing?

Oh yeah... lol and I did the k2 shit for a minute too.

I swear. I THINK that's all of them.

Never heard of it. Only pure form of mdma I know of is molly.

What happen with the crack? It didn't really hit you or what? Somebody probably sold you some bullshit

Nah. It was fun as shit. Just too fuckin expensive. I'd rather have coke and if I want crack... well I know how to handle that shit myself.

Wait you was gettin your coke cheaper than your crack??.. Shouldn't it be the other way around. Do you know how to cook it?

 

[MizuryLillith]

Does anybody know if the "natural" ecstasy is even a real thing?

Oh yeah... lol and I did the k2 shit for a minute too.

I swear. I THINK that's all of them.

Never heard of it. Only pure form of mdma I know of is molly.

What happen with the crack? It didn't really hit you or what? Somebody probably sold you some bullshit

Nah. It was fun as shit. Just too fuckin expensive. I'd rather have coke and if I want crack... well I know how to handle that shit myself.

Wait you was gettin your coke cheaper than your crack??.. Shouldn't it be the other way around. Do you know how to cook it?

Yeah I know how.

Dated an incredibly intelligent crack head for4months

That man coulda banked as a chemist.

But yeah....

You get like a gram of coke and end up with 2-3 times as much crack from said amount if you cook it yourself.

 

[thatboydizz]

ZAAAAAAAAMMN I BEEN OUT THE LOOP LIKE A MUTHAF

@twinzmom married that racist white motherfucker matt?? Disgusting & Disturbing. So the only marriages that happen on this website are interracial??. Niggas will speak on relationships all day but can't form a decent family smh

What on earth. that really...they was actually...

Exactly. What in the fuck bruh. I never seen no shit like this in my life. Anybody posting here long enough can easily distinguish a gimmick from actuality. It wasn't no gimmick with matt he was doing the shit day end and day out for years. Sickening. You raising a child with somebody that hates your entire race. This chick talking about they getting "hitched" Well of course you know damn well his momma dont like you and never will. @Twinzmom was probably looking for a come up and got pregnant and couldn't reverse it. Them kids gonna be in a bad position in a few years smh.

 

[MizuryLillith]

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[LUClEN]

who's the bigger drunk, Cain or Five?

 

[kingofkingz]

I ain't bout that drug life, yall can keep that shit

 

[thatboydizz]

lmao @ intelligent crack head

I know what you mean. Niggas be on some macgyver shit. Drugs can bring out all kind of hidden knowledge.

Thats what I want to do unlock my brain and discover its full potential

 

[MizuryLillith]

For real man!

It was crazy...

I have a higher than average IQ.

And his was like two points higher than mine.

He knew how to cook all kinds of shit up.

His meth cooking is what screwed him on college.

He could have had a free ride from wrestling scholarships.

He was the smartest dumbass I ever knew.

 

[JonnyRoccIT]

Drug Free.....i done seen too much fucked up shit happen to friends on/over drugs & alcohol.

 

[thatboydizz]

who's the bigger drunk, Cain or Five?

@cain

@Brother_Five

Speak on them hardships. How bad did it get. I got a DUI before so I can semi-relate. Niggas was out like 3-4 in the morning doing donuts and straight dumb shit end up getting in a light-weight car chase with them niggas then pulled over. Did the blood test and it was a wrap. My baby got towed and everything that was a sad day in hiphop. Damn bacardi151. I just can't do beer or cigarettes that shit is for poor people

 

[thatboydizz]

Drug Free.....i done seen too much fucked up shit happen to friends on/over drugs & alcohol.

Like what? You done seen one of your boys get clapped over a drug deal? Or you talking about car crashes and shit

 

[Mr_Vicodin81G]

I've done every drug except heroin and crack. I like pain pills ie Oxys,hydros 2 much so I know I would love heroin. Currently in an outpatient rehab for my drinking so I'll be clean and sober 4 30 days. On day 10 drug and alcohol free. Sober life ain't that bad. A lil boring but I'm adjusting 2 it.

 

[kingofkingz]

Good luck bruh

 

[JonnyRoccIT]

Drug Free.....i done seen too much fucked up shit happen to friends on/over drugs & alcohol.

Like what? You done seen one of your boys get clapped over a drug deal? Or you talking about car crashes and shit

Yup...my homie got shot in the head twice over a Dime Bag of weed in the back of a car brah, the nigga drove off w/ him & just left him in the Garage .

My Cousin Got a Hole in his face & tooth knocked from a Tire Iron in a Drunken Argument neither one of em even remember in my apartment .

Other homie got Shot in the back by his best friend while playing w/ a Gun in the backseat .

Just Coming back from a Party high & drunk . He ended up bleeding to death on the way to the hospital . . . we was 17.

...I could go on & on brah .

 

[(Nope)]

I've done every drug except heroin and crack. I like pain pills ie Oxys,hydros 2 much so I know I would love heroin. Currently in an outpatient rehab for my drinking so I'll be clean and sober 4 30 days. On day 10 drug and alcohol free. Sober life ain't that bad. A lil boring but I'm adjusting 2 it.

You'll figure that shit out. I abstain completely from drugs and alcohol, but that's what works for me. If we are talking harm reduction, just stick to the herb yo'.

Also, no disrespect, but if you stay clean for a bit or start hitting meetings old heads will hit you with this "Is being clean/sober boring or are you boring?"

I used to think I couldn't have fun or get through the day without something, now I just do different things and if I want to kick it with people who still party, I just lay in the cut. I wouldn't advise that in the early stages, as you need more than a month to get some perspective and start figuring out what it is you want or like to do, and boredom can be a motherfucker.

For me the biggest thing is freedom. I took wild chances with my freedom--that in hindsight didn't pay off--now I'm free to do whatever I want and that can be overwhelming. Anyhow, utilize that freedom and extra time to your best of your ability and see where it takes you.

If you have a question or whatever, hit my inbox and all the best to you.

 

[(Nope)]

I started with herb and alcohol, then as I started selling different things, I started trying different things:

-I've done most psychedelics.

-Done and sold ecstasy and Molly.

-Smoked PCP once then wen't and played basketball--but I really didn't play shit, got lost dribbling a ball.

-Started fucking with cocaine wasn't my thing--but the money was good and girls love that shit, so I would do it while I was drinking because I had the Game Genie infinite cocaine code.

-Started fucking with oxy and percs--initially I would only ingest real low milligrams like 5's and 10's and sell the rest in packs, but I gradually worked my way up 20's, 30's, 80's.

-Started fucking with dope.I sniffed it at first, but eventually I ended up shooting it as that was the next logical step. I never saw myself getting there and when I was there I still couldn't see it because I had money, things, and job security. I checked into rehab with an apartment full of drugs and had someone go pick all that shit up and sell it at cost over time, so I didn't have to deal with it. Not really a righteous move, but that was my 401k etc.

For me all that shit was an escape, I've been clean for awhile now and wen't back to school to finish a degree and work on the next. I volunteer at an adult and ESL learning center as well as an animal shelter, and work a square job now. The money and all the shit that came with fucking with drugs wasn't worth it, and now that I'm not involved in shit I find myself feeling guilty for, I have no need to escape. I don't think everyone is like that though, some people can turn that shit on and off, I couldn't.

Speak on them psychedelics. What kinda trips were you having? I was thinking about doing some shrooms and going to diseyland or somethin. Them mascots might have a nigga scared as fuck.

And you had the connect on the powder? Damn must have been nice. So many mexicans and bitches be ready to cash out for it out here

I'd trip out because it was a Tuesday. There was no rhyme or reason to it.

I don't want to glorify any of the other shit because there was no glory in it. Initially, it was to pay my mother's bills and take care of my little brother, but nobody who cares about you want's you out there selling drugs. In the end I was trying to satiate my ego, but as it turns out I'm an addict--so no matter what--it's just not possible. I'd make the supposition most of us are egotists with low self esteem, and one's environment acts as an incubator for the disease, but the disease cannot be arrested through exogenous means. I would think "If I had the right money, the right car, the right clothes, the right girl" things would be good, but that's not how this shit works. It will never be enough. Watch yourself out there.

 

[Ms.Scorp]

I've never smoked weed or anything of that nature. In the military you get tested often and it's the same with contracting. I have a top secret clearance, so I would get my hair follicles tested. I'm home for good now, so I think I'm going to try it!!

 

[Mr_Vicodin81G]

Good luck bruh

Appreciate bro

 

[thatboydizz]

I started with herb and alcohol, then as I started selling different things, I started trying different things:

-I've done most psychedelics.

-Done and sold ecstasy and Molly.

-Smoked PCP once then wen't and played basketball--but I really didn't play shit, got lost dribbling a ball.

-Started fucking with cocaine wasn't my thing--but the money was good and girls love that shit, so I would do it while I was drinking because I had the Game Genie infinite cocaine code.

-Started fucking with oxy and percs--initially I would only ingest real low milligrams like 5's and 10's and sell the rest in packs, but I gradually worked my way up 20's, 30's, 80's.

-Started fucking with dope.I sniffed it at first, but eventually I ended up shooting it as that was the next logical step. I never saw myself getting there and when I was there I still couldn't see it because I had money, things, and job security. I checked into rehab with an apartment full of drugs and had someone go pick all that shit up and sell it at cost over time, so I didn't have to deal with it. Not really a righteous move, but that was my 401k etc.

For me all that shit was an escape, I've been clean for awhile now and wen't back to school to finish a degree and work on the next. I volunteer at an adult and ESL learning center as well as an animal shelter, and work a square job now. The money and all the shit that came with fucking with drugs wasn't worth it, and now that I'm not involved in shit I find myself feeling guilty for, I have no need to escape. I don't think everyone is like that though, some people can turn that shit on and off, I couldn't.

Speak on them psychedelics. What kinda trips were you having? I was thinking about doing some shrooms and going to diseyland or somethin. Them mascots might have a nigga scared as fuck.

And you had the connect on the powder? Damn must have been nice. So many mexicans and bitches be ready to cash out for it out here

I'd trip out because it was a Tuesday. There was no rhyme or reason to it.

I don't want to glorify any of the other shit because there was no glory in it. Initially, it was to pay my mother's bills and take care of my little brother, but nobody who cares about you want's you out there selling drugs. In the end I was trying to satiate my ego, but as it turns out I'm an addict--so no matter what--it's just not possible. I'd make the supposition most of us are egotists with low self esteem, and one's environment acts as an incubator for the disease, but the disease cannot be arrested through exogenous means. I would think "If I had the right money, the right car, the right clothes, the right girl" things would be good, but that's not how this shit works. It will never be enough. Watch yourself out there.

Crazy. Either you go at life with everything you got or life will fuck you up on its own. When you get to that altitude all the money in world can't help you fight them demons. RIP my bitch Amy winehouse