I dont know how serious u are, but if so then good my dude.
Thats the worst situations to be in. Wish we would own & control more & be able to hire each other & then ask people like them white folks to come get jobs at us & then so how well & comfortable they'd be having to adapt to our shit.
When you're nice, they play that work-bully-sarcastic-&-ironic-subliminal-lowkey-shots at you. Thats my fear, losing it & firing at them. White women stay being condescending & acting like they own you.
Then when you play that asshole shit back at them they use that against you & act like you're the problem & you become an outsider at work & in the long run you get done dirty either salary wise, schedule wise or just something, if not just fired for some bs reason.
They really do have a superiorty complec for real tho. It's the same in Europe too, trust me, i go back & forth.
Thats why i get super anxious finding jobs.