Lou Cypher;3811041 said:
How did you come into contact with nas? twitter? and he made some fun of you so its been your mission to disprove nas to people that dont know wtf is going on?
This is how it all started. Some years back, I was in the hood going hard, because my family decided they wanted to be outlaws, they got the whole family in some gangsta shit. I was angry and upset, so I was fighting mad bitches & niggas, & shitting on statistics. Some goons around the hood started calling me a gangsta bitch. Then they wanted me to represent some gangsta shit. I was doing poetry spoken word, and the hood kept asking me to get in this rap shit. They said people need to know there is females from the streets who believe what you believe. I said fine, but I'm telling you these rap niggas is not going to like the shit Iam on. Yeah ya'll niggas respect it, but it's not going to get respect in the game. The niggas around the way, was making bets that what I was on was going to get gangsta recognition.
so I redirected my path stopped doing spoken word and got on this hiphop mission. I was online promoting some music and battle rapping. This female started texting me saying she use to mess with nas (which I'm pretty much sure it was carmen nas baby mother) and I was online with this dude talking and he was battle rapping. He started saying things to me thru the text trying to give me suspicion that he was nas. I told the girl on the other line, she did a investigation and found out it was nas. She immediately jumped to conclusions that we were talking heavier....then I showed him some pics, and kelis saw the pic and mimicked the short hair cut. Kelis thought I was his mistress. So I started ranting about it online.
so anyway when nas saw the pics he thought I was from the burbs trying to be hood. I don't know why ppl think it's a diss saying I look like I'm from the burbs, because thats how I wanted to look. I never wanted to be a G. I think some people get it twisted. They think I went all out my way to fuck up my life to be famous on some gangsta shit. Nigga please. I wanna look like a erb. Thats the fucking point of dressing the way I dress. Please take my name out of foul shit (thats my look)
I told the niggas around my way what was up, I do not care about it like they do. I always wanted out the shit. & the only way I would rep some G shit if I can do it my way. If not they can do away with that shit. if they r saying being a smut is whats G, o.k fine.....then let the smuts be G's... I do not fukkin care. This can not take the way that Iam from the hoods of baltimore city.
Some newyorkers got upset because they wanted it to be a newyorker rapper, so they crossed me in the game & put another chick in it who they think is a G. I was just reppin my city & I don't need the gangsta respect to do so. I respect real G's...but I never wanted to be one, and this is exactly why. I don't have the patience for the shit. I don't think it's worth dying for. If I'mma die I want to die with some real respect. I do not care about these idiots gangster games out here. I really don't.
I never said I was a G, let the smuts like carmen have that shit. because this is what all this jealousy is about. Nas is upset because he thought carmen was a G and she let him down. What it was that was his wife, and his moving on was phoney. All he was trying to do is make another carm. & it wasn't going to be me. He should go back to her. Why the fuck did they break up, because I am sick of being in the middle of them two. He shouldn't have left her just because ppl started talking down about her, because thats who he love CARMEN. & she is jealous because she think he moved on with me, when he did not. I'm not getting in the middle of their shit.