I pretty much outgrew all rappers as I got older. But it's not because the music changed, at least not directly. It was moreso social media and YouTube and all the access.
Once smack DVDs and all those other similar ones became very popular I would watch them all. Almost every week it seemed like the dude on the corner would have a new one for five bucks, but after a few I remember thinking this is how these dudes live their life? Hanging out on the corner in the projects smoking blunts counting money all day with thirty niggas behind them while they flash guns and talk about how they the toughest motherfuckers the world has ever seen?
And I know some rappers always rapped about that shit, dudes that I liked too, but there was something about seeing the visual of them talking for fifteen or twenty minutes just acting hard for a camera that made me pretty much outgrow all rappers, in the sense that I lost a certain respect for them. The whole shit didn't seem cool to me anymore or even desirable. It just looked stupid.
I remember when young jeezy was on a smack DVD with bmf, it was the first time a lot of nyc had even heard of dude and I was like damn these niggas doing it big, in a way I never saw before. Then of course they all got indicted shortly thereafter and I remember thinking how dumb it was that those DVDs were the reason they got caught in the first place.
And then seeing dudes like Maino and Saigon and tru life essentially get their whole "careers" just by talking about how they beat ppl up.
I distinctly remember the time tru life was on smack DVD in a bodega using a wad of hundreds as a bib while he ate a bowl of fruity pebbles using champagne instead of milk.
That single moment it hit me that Jay z have this halfbrained idiot a million dollar roc deal. And of course shortly after that tru was in prison for murder.
So yeah, around 2005-2008 is when I started seeing the majority of rappers as clowns. I still listen to the music, and I still respect lots of particular rappers, but overall I think majority of them social media, Instagram, YouTube whores.... No different that an Instagram booty ho or Kardashian or whoever else