Well here’s a condensed self-assessment..I'm not too proud to be vulnerable.
I joined when I was 21 bored working at a tech support call center.
lies u were cashier
I’ve continued working these decent paying office jobs that allow me plenty of time to fuck off on the computer which has not encouraged me to step away from the IC.
wasted ur life on the computer instead of college
But even so, I was still out and about with some type of life…then I had a baby. Now I’m working an office job, and pretty much stuck to the house when work is done.
settled n going preg by a bum dead beat
Again, my laziness and fear of failure kept me from seeking other outlets and more productive ways to spend my time.
sighs
Enter the boyfriend..now I’m a mother in a relationship, but honestly I wasn’t even in a mental space to try to make a man happy. I can’t even figure out how to make myself happy, but I’m such and such age..I’m supposed to be in a relationship right?
40
Attention whore
Ur suppose to be married at ur age
Sometimes I wonder what things would be like had I never joined the IC at all. For all the great people and knowledge shared, there is just as much negativity and ugliness that provide plenty reason to just leave it alone…is the IC my comfort zone?
can't believe u wrote this
Sad
Life slips away from you if you let it. Days turn into months, which turn into years.
10+ years wasted
So here we go. Leaving the bf behind and starting a new life that is going to be about figuring out wtf I want, wtf I need.. I’m excited and a little scared, but it’s about to happen.
u sure u left him? Last time i checked he left out the house n u were home alone Fri nite posting