How is it that I refuse to believe? I refused to be a non-believer for a long time. I stood here on the "front lines" fighting Chozen Wun. How is it now that I'm refusing to believe? I'm now CHOOSING due to shit that I'm seeing. There's other things as well.
Man has failed, all the time. Guess what? SO HAS GOD! That came when he brought the flood no? Dude grieved and was upset that this is what happened to people HIS CREATION! He failed and did again.
Also, I never thought high of you at all. I just respected you as a poster in your belief, that is all. As I respect Chozen in his and whoever else. There's no pedastool for anyone here. It just was a bit of a WHOA factor to see you slip up like that ONCE MORE.
I understand the whole "imperfection" thing but that shit needs to stop. That's such a poor excuse. It's not imperfection, that's being YOU. You're choosing that, not any devil or demon. If God truly wanted you, then why not make you in the way he wants? Why "allow permission" for this "temptation" to be upon you? Shit sounds silly. God's playing games with you then DoU? He's like "AH! DoU, what a wonderful human you are! You're my follower and you believe, I LOVE YOU!" Then you mess up in sin and dude shuns you because he doesn't "see the wicked", so he's like "Yup! I allowed my best friend to deceive you so that I can play charades in heaven with Jesus and SHUN YOU!" What the FUCK!? Do you see what I'm saying? It's silly to blame shit on "imperfections" and what not. Accept it as yourself, nothing to do with anything else.
This is another reason why I just find it silly. If there's "God's people" then why do they always "stumble and fall" ?? Why not glory himself through us in near perfect light so that he can be shown through as truth? When people see Christians fall, it's a joke. Then the Christian blames the devil and the sin that the devil brought, it's silly shit.