Left under her bed.....
Just messin with you brah. At the end of the day it's going either one of 2 ways.........
1. Either she just wants to keep you in what she percieves as "your place" while enjoying the attention of having you on her line. You make her "feel" more powerful and sexy while she f---s with the ones she wants.
-or-
2. She think you're "husband material" (responsible, dependable, long term "relationship" type, blah blah) but you're not really her type that turns her on physically so she makes you wait around. Yeah, eventually you may get her after she been ran through and over by dudes who "turn her on" but is that what you really want? AND you will likely REALLY have to put up with a side of her that she will keep in check with other dudes who she knows won't take no sh-- off her because you already proved that you would be waiting around for her.
Either way there's no win here so move on dude. A chic that really wants you will let you know, there won't be no guess work.