Bennett and crew floated the idea of leaving Seattle early on in his ownership. No, not for Oklahoma, but for a proposed $500 million palace in a low-rent suburb south of the city. He had sketches made, lobbied the state legislature, and even opened a satellite sales office in Renton to support the pretense that he cared about staying in the area. As part of the agreement with Schultz to buy the team, Bennett had to "make a good-faith effort" for a year to keep the team in the Pacific Northwest.
On the inside, though, you could find subtle clues that the Sonics' days in Seattle were numbered. Chief among them was that when employees quit, as they began to do with greater frequency, there wasn't much effort made to replace them. My colleagues and I grew frustrated with the dissonance between what the new ownership group said publicly and what we saw internally as a series of half-hearted efforts to stay. Further complicating matters were the executives of the team, holdovers from the prior regime, who began angling for favor with their new masters. This occasioned several idiotic and unproductive moves to impress Bennett, such as a ban on casual Fridays. Wearing jeans fostered an unprofessional atmosphere, argued the execs. No, I'm serious, they did that.
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My response was appropriately petty: I went out and bought a black dress shirt and black slacks and wore them every Friday. And I didn't stop there. I persuaded other people to wear black on Fridays with me. I won over enough people that, one Friday, someone not wearing all black said to me, "There are a lot of people wearing black." To which I responded, "We're mourning the death of morale."
While fans weren't privy to the internal tumult, they could sense Clay inching out the door all the same. They stopped coming to the arena as Sonics attendance sagged to 27th in the league. And that's even with us actively trying to fill up the Key with deeply discounted tickets. On more than one occasion, I had friends turn down free great seats because they had something better to do. That didn't mean we didn't try to boost attendance any way we could. If I entered the building using my credential, I would make sure to go to an usher to get a ticket scanned anyway, to pad the numbers. I wasn't the only one doing this.
I felt beaten down. Whatever faith I'd had in the club's leadership was gone. They ran the team almost as if they wanted us to quit, a guy mistreating his girlfriend in the hopes that she'll break up with him so he doesn't have to go through the messy business of doing it himself. An apparent hiring freeze precluded upward mobility, and the future of the team magazine I worked on seemed tenuous at best. The malaise extended across the staff. Employees talked openly in the halls about successful job interviews they'd had the day before. I began to look toward the exit myself and landed a new job at Microsoft. I wasn't going down with the ship.
Leaving the Sonics was difficult. It remains my favorite place I've ever worked, not because of the pay (it was meager at best), not because of the day-to-day tasks (I was a glorified call-center worker for most of my tenure), and certainly not for the leadership there, but because my fellow peons were some of the best people I've ever met. In truth, many of them were overqualified for their jobs, and they've since gone on to greater things. I've remained friends with many of them to this day. On my last day, my boss, Pete, whom I'd known since I was 20, called me over to his office. When I arrived, there was a bunch of the staff, a cake, and a present waiting for me.
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I could have gone to that last game, the one where fans chanted to "Save Our Sonics." That came a year after I'd left. Friends with the team offered me tickets, but I declined because I believed it would only be the last game of the season, not the last of the Seattle SuperSonics. Like the Mariners and Seahawks, which had threatened to leave before, the Sonics would find a way to stay.
And then they were gone. I still have friends, much bigger basketball fans than I am, who have totally abandoned the NBA. In that first season with no basketball in Seattle, I simply couldn't bring myself to watch the league, though I did delight in catching stories about the Thunder's ineptitude in OKC. I've slowly come back to the NBA as a basketball nomad in search of a team, and for the most part I've tried to ignore the Thunder. But now that they're on the verge of joining the league's elite, some old resentments have been rekindled. This should be our team, my heart tells me, not Clay's, not Oklahoma City's.
I wish I could really believe that. But the Thunder, the runaway Northwest Division champions, are not the Sonics. Had Howard Schultz not sold this team to Clay Bennett, the Thunder as we know them—the title contender Seattle fans so desperately wish they'd had—wouldn't exist. Under Howard Schultz and Wally Walker, the Sonics were a team and organization that aspired to adequacy. Maybe they would be good, but they would never be great. Fans could see it on the court and during the draft (Robert Swift and Mouhamed Sene?!); employees could see it in the shabby, penny-pinching way the front office was run.
In Seattle, we wanted to denigrate the Okies so much that we couldn't even keep our prejudices straight. We heard Bennett and Co.'s accents and saw their regressive politics, and we labeled them rubes and idiots. At the same time, we painted them as sinister geniuses who'd cynically orchestrated the theft of our team, with David Stern as their co-conspirator. Resentful Seattleites are like those 9/11 Truthers who simultaneously believe that the government is both totally inept and guilty of perpetrating and covering up an immense terror plot. You can't have it both ways. Either Bennett is an idiot who married into his fortune and lucked into the team, or he's a canny businessman who played the game shrewdly and won.
I have to think he's the latter. I need only look at the organization he's put together to know he's running the club better than Schultz—the media-ordained genius—ever did. It was Bennett who brought in the architect of the club, Sam Presti, based on their mutual connections with the San Antonio Spurs. It was Bennett who allowed Presti to build slowly around Durant instead of demanding wins immediately. Sure, there was plenty of bad faith on Bennett's part during the sale, but at this point it's silly to expect anything else from a sports owner. Caveat emptor applies to us as much as it does to owners. They are running revenue-maximizing operations, and a fanbase is of use to them only to the extent that it makes them money. All we can hope for is that an owner cares enough about his product to give us something worth watching every year. By all evidence Clay Bennett cares about his product. Howard Schultz never did. Maybe that's the ultimate deception in the Sonics' story: A lot of us had the wrong villain all along.
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I've always remembered something Brent Barry told me. It was in a Q&A, conducted in the wake of the trade that sent Gary Payton and Desmond Mason to Milwaukee. I'd asked Barry how Mason was doing. "He's taking it hard, but this is the first time he's been traded," he told me. "Listen, the first time I was traded, I felt it right here." Barry put his finger on his heart. "The next time, I felt it right here." He pointed to the sole of his shoe. "This is a business."