we're social creatures, so a lotta people bullshitting...
i got love for all my friends, but at this point in my life, i find myself a better friend from a distance...
just about all my friends smoke, and while i can handle it in small doses, i can't hang around them like i used to, cuz sooner or later i'm going to be smoking again...
a lot of them still involve themselves in a lotta illegal shit.. and while i can chill wit them from time to time... ican't be around them all the time, because imma end up involving myself by default..
the flip to it, is that when they're around me, i'm defeintly a positive influence on a lot of them....
they put more thgohut into their actions, they're more considerate about their enviorment, and on several occasions, they're more motivated to find legal employment whenever i was a regular part of the circle...
but the fact remains, a lot of my friends are far too much of a negative influence for me to be around them all the time,
i might holla at them here n there.. but i can't get comfortable just chilling all the time... we do shit too differently now...andi just don't want or need that kinda influence in my life any more...
